It is getting really cold, and my biggest concern now is to keep warm and healthy at least until I go to Russia. The house in which we live now is very cold, and pretty much nothing can keep it warm. That is why I have a plan of insulating it by taping the windows and closing the holes. I am just tired of walking at home wearing my boots and the winter jacket that I wear in Russia only outside. I am having a hard time accepting this way of life, because it neither compares to my way of life in Russia, nor it suits to the description of bohemian artistic way of life. I guess I also do not really want to accept this way of life because it would be degrading. So I have to find out how to make it all better now.